imatriarch

I think I have 2 of the 5 songs I want to put on my ep before Christmas. I know, it’s a stretch but it’s a goal. I’ve been going back and forth with loving and hating my lyrics, vocals, playing etc. I think this is normal but it’s so damn frustrating. I know I cannot please everyone and maybe I should accept that sometimes I won’t be able to please myself. It doesn’t mean it’s not a good song and that it might resonate immensely with a listener. I feel bad for artists because we make bad art, we make bad songs, we sing off key sometimes. We forget. I’m going to have to look at my job in a different way now. Being an artist to me means …creating art. Some will sell, some won’t, some may change a life and not earn a dime. Just keep creating,…..just keep creating. If i do this, a gem will surely surface. 

Meanwhile, I would love your feedback on my demos. Direction, style etc. 

I want to know what my fans are thinking. Even if it has nothing to do with me….what ARE you thinking?

I want to feel connected. 

:)

Matriarch